"When we sinned against God, He forgives, when we planned to give up, he gives us strength to go on."

As I journey my life, I draw more closely to God but, it doesn't mean I am not tempted anymore. I am unworthy, no one is worthy, but God alone.  

When I committed sins against him, He FORGIVES. 

When I planned to give up, He gives me STRENGTH to go on.

When I am in pain, He HEALS me.

When I prayed, He answers.

God may answer Yes, Just wait, and No , When we asked for something in him through prayer, He gives signs about his answer, He knows what's best for us. Don't just open your eyes, open also your heart to see. Don't just pray and pray without works. When you asked for something, worked on it, don't just wait without doing anything because nothing will happen, God is there to help, guide, protect and accompany you in your journey, he is your best friend that will never leave you, he is just there waiting for you to open your heart to see him, he will be there wherever you are. You can't see him when you're feeling angry and when pride is overwhelming you. Be humble, good, and show obedience in His commandments and you'll see.

It may be hard to do all the commandments of the Lord, take it easy but sincerely, step by step it's like climbing a stairs, it may take too long but at the end it's worth it.

Faith without work is Dead. It's like a body without soul.  

"Heaven is on Earth"

People who believes in one God are the ones who are successful.
Some people are successful both Heaven and on Earth, some experienced so much pain, and hatred on Earth because of doing the right thing but surely be comfortable with God in Heaven.
I don't know what heaven looks like, but I have no doubts that in Heaven you will experience happiness and equality. Doing the right things results to good consequences but, people are tempted by things that aren't necessary like Earthly things, being obsessed with money and power, that they forgot what's the right thing to do and their mind were swallowed by the temptations and committed sin against righteousness.
Doing the commandments of the Lord results to GOOD LIFE and there's no reason not to do it.

As I journey my life going to other places, I've discovered that there are a lot of people who don't believe in Him. They're baptized but, don't have belief and faith. I am not against them, but it's just painful for my part because they don't love what they should love. Faith is the connection through your soul, having something to believe in life is how you feed your soul.
As what I learned form my past lessons in school, Jesus performs a lot of miracles here on Earth that are experienced in Heaven and through this, God brings Heaven on Earth. Today, miracles are rare to witness, but it's not how you see it, it's how you believe that it happens, that it existed.
It is not always to see, is to believe. Some things in life are mysteriously happening that even Science cannot explain, they may have theory and evidence that make people believe. Science and my Faith can be connected, Science shows a lot of amazing things and they helped my Faith grow more stronger because it shows how amazing my God is. He created smart and genius people to explain these things, He created life, and different things to learn in this life, that makes it not boring for people. Life is about having fun with challenges and not to give up on it.


"Heaven is on Earth"

"The empty space"

Did you try to put chemicals on a bottle?
Let's say there's 3 bottles with chemical, the chemical A, B & C .
There's always a time to put the right chemical in each bottle. The chemical A must be put by the end of the day, The B is for the next 2 days and the C is For 7 days. There's always a right time for everything..
We put the chem. A at the end of the day....
After 2 days we put the Chem. B ...
But, we are impatient, curious, ignorant and we want to put Chem. C even if it's just the 3rd day.. We know that the right time is at the 7th day but still we put it on 3rd day.
But, at the end, you realized we should put the Chem. C at the right time because the result won't be good and accurate. So, you let go of Chem. C and start another experiment.
It's like teenagers, we experienced puppy love but, sometimes we go over the limit.
We enter serious relationship, even we know it's not the right time, and if we enter that kind of relationship it may cause pain, stress and damage in our life.
We know it's because of uncontrollable desire, curiosity, ignorance and for being impatient.
Some people, who are open-minded could see the right path and knows and admit that they did wrong.
But, some people who only relies on their own understanding and decision without opening their mind to other people who are concerned and giving right wisdom for them, couldn't even hear what other people say, people could be stupid in terms of being in the situation of being blind. They are closed-minded person that they will just listen to the people who aren't against them, who supports their decision even if it's wrong.
When you realized that you did wrong, and you're about to move on, it's a long term process but, some people could just make it short, if and only if you're willing to. But, after you moved on, you will feel this emptiness inside you that makes you feel there's something missing that you can't even figure out what, why and how. But, it's the sign that you're already moved on. The space within you is the space that you let go during the process of moving on. So, it's like letting go of Chem. C , you threw everything, you let go, moved on, and start another one.

** Make sure you will fill the space at the right time. If you don't want to start all over again.

:Love is Blind"

Love is really blind and I could prove that, people could prove that especially, people who was being blind by LOVE.
I am still a teenager 15 years old for now, and I started to be in a serious relationship when I was 13, and I could say now, that I am too young and I didn't even notice at that time. I was so blind and ignorant that I couldn't control my own thoughts maybe because of my "curiosity". I thought I could be someone in his life until I graduated college, we planned together that we'll wait, our relationship could be describe as faithful but, hidden. "Relationship won't grow in a hidden process of LOVE" I know that I will not be allowed by my parents to be in a relationship especially my brother, my brother is more like a father to me and I promised that I won't be in a relationship until, the right time comes, but when I promised I already broke it before I say the word "Promise" because I already have and I am in a relationship at that time. I could say that I am so right at that time for some reasons like, he became my inspiration, he lessens my loneliness, I felt loved, I feel so protected and comfortable but now, I realized I don't need all of it for now, it's not the right time, I have a complete happy family to be with, who could fill all the reasons I said and it could be more than that.
Now, that I am out of the in L-O-V-E situation, I could say that I am so wrong and I regret it, I moved on but, not to the point that I plant grudges and hatred in my heart, maybe I planted some but, when the time comes that I realized all of these, the grudges and hatred all died and replaced with life and happiness. I thought I won't be able to move on but, I did it's just that your mid says no even if you can, "it's the free will" that makes you do everything you want, if you want that to happen you can if you would, don't say you can't if you didn't try it yet. "Don't judge your future if you aren't still there, because you never know"
all things change as how time passes by, it doesn't stop so there's always a way, and there's always hope.

*Learn*
"SMART PEOPLE LEARN ON OTHERS MISTAKE,
STUPID PEOPLE LEARN ON THEIR OWN."

and I admit, I became stupid in terms of love because I was BLIND and became deaf because I keep my ears hear all those wisdom from other people but, I just ignored it, that makes me so stupid that I rely on my own understanding and decisions.

I'm so sorry for my brother, he trusted me but, I broke his trust for me, I was so deaf and stupid,
He was hurt and he never deserves to be hurt by me.

"If i have the chance to..."

If I have the chance to love again,
I would take the risk but, in the right time.
If I have the chance to move on,
I did it already.
If I have the chance to go back,
I would without doubts.
If I have the chance to go back to someone,
it would depend.
But, if I have the chance to go back to someone who broke up with me,
I won't have doubts to say NO.
N-O.
(for now)

tralalalalal..
Give yourself a space and realize the things that you never did.

"I MOVED ON"

I had a friend,
way back home @ Davao..
She is a funny friend.. She changed me a looott.. than who I am before, I began to be someone I'm not but I should be..
But, that's not my point in my story..
When I left going @ U.S , in instance her love of her life went here to but, somewhere that's far where I am now.. we're both in a stage of Moving On.. trying to figure things out without the person / people who you trust or whom you love..
oh well, moving on is always been part of our life, we just use this term more common than adjustment..
but then, from December to May most likely t's already been 5 months had passed since that moving on thing.. I asked her let's just say: "Do you still <3 him?" and this was her reply: "somewhere deep deeep deep deep way deeepper sa heart ko love ko prin XD!" ohyea..  don't want to state the whole reply but this was the mesg. she meant ..
and my point, no matter how you break up with someone even though how hard it was to accept, you can still figure out within yourself that you ove that person "no matter what" / "unconditionally" but, we know as time passes by in our lives it changes the habit, lifestyles, thoughts and feelings as well, no matter how hard we try not to change but it's just the reality that we can't control, maybe some people do, but I have no idea how...

This is what life is.. Full of mysteries and it's interesting . :) so always take the risk.

"Being Brave Isn't Enough Without determination"

Bravery isn't the key for everything,
 for winning something ?
A BIG NO !. You can't win without examining your inner energy, without a determination within you..
What is bravery ? and what is determination?
Bravery is shown when a person fights his/her fear, he/she is taking a risk knowing that it is possible for him/her to fail on what he/she is doing.
And determination is when a person has a fixed goal and he/she is striving to aim it, even though he/she knows it's hard but when he/she is determined he/she perseveres to do what it takes to aim what he/she wanted, it's his/her direction in life, it's what a person wants to achieve.

Let's say you are in a competition, and of course, when you are a contestant your goal is to win. So, we know that being part of  a competition isn't an easy task and even we're used to be in a competition, sometimes we just feel nervous and that's how bravery comes in.. we find our inner strength to face the fears inside us, we have this thoughts coming in our mind that inspires us, maybe it's from someone we really know or from someone's wisdom that makes us strong.
When the contest starts, we're already brave to face that kind of challenge, without turning back and when the contest is about to end, and the opponent has a high score than you, it's the time that determination glows inside you, you will make yourself remember every single training you did before that contest and you will persevere to aim what you want, to reach your goal, to beat your opponent and to win.

Bravery and Determination is already in you when you first accept that kind of challenge, you're brave to accept and take the risk even you know it's possible to lose and determination shows up when you train yourself for that prize "to win" and you should not lose hope whenever you lose or you got beaten up, as long as you did what you can do and you did the right thing and always put in mind life is a journey it's a long long trip and there's so many places you could go as long as you take the risk and you did the best that you can and no regrets shows up.. :)