Monday, February 18, 2013

"The feeling comes and goes"

The pain is here again,
it was gone and now it's coming back,
it comes and it goes...
Is it really this hard? 
Is it really hard to move on from your past?

More than a year had past...
but whenever someone reminds me about the feeling of love,
the pain is still fresh, it feels like it just happen so recently.
Is this true love?

True love?
How do we define it?
Some says :
"True Love is when you put someone else's well being above your own. You no longer matter, its all about that other person. Yours becomes theirs and "I" is no longer something that comes out of your mouth."
"True love to me is when two people love each other unconditionally."
but for me, it's just simply "True Love can wait and it will never lose faith."

Does time matter?
or does change matter? 
over time, people change... is it going to affect the feeling you have for that person?

questions, questions, questions....
I want this pain go away, 
that, when someone asks me about love,
the pain won't show, the pain won't overflow..
I want this pain to end..
That's all I ever wanted..

Is there someone seeking for me and me seeking for him?
or the chance will make us together and chance will set as apart too?
 I want answers to my questions. Someday...