"A Promise that was broken"

Leaving you isn't my choice...
it's the time that leads us to this,
testing the strength of Love and patience..
My feelings for you never change, but yours did.
The promise I said.. I still mean it but yours didn't,
The memories we had.. for me it still exist because the apin is still here,
But yours I don't know..
You never made me feel that you love me even if we're apart...

I don't know if you have a reason why you gave up..
I don't know if you just gave up because you want to be happy with your life,  or you just don't love me anymore or you just want to leave me...
there are many options inside my head and I have to understand..
even if you read this...
it's okay but if not I'm lucky...