Monday, March 26, 2012

LIFE is a ROAD

Life is like a road, it's a journey you have to explore and a path you have to walk in to.
You meet new people in every road you take, in every street you go.. in every country you visit, sometimes when you stay longer in a road walking with people, they become your friend then, best friends then as time goes by, you consider them as part of your life.
Sometimes the road is rough that's how you have problems, but every problems you have, you always find solution to solve it..
In every stop light you went through, you always have to wait, you have to be patient in everything, sometimes you get late, sometimes you're so early .. That's how Life goes..
Life is not fair ..
sometimes you go up and down.. It's like hiking..
You went to hike to go up and when you reach the top, you have to go down and start all over.
It's never been easy..
It's never been easy to climb up the mountains to reach something, to reach you goal.
when people reached it, sometimes they stay there.. but doesn't mean they don't have problems anymore.. in that mountain, they also have a road, a road to go through but, they feel comfortable because they know they reach what they wanted. But still, they never forget the experiences they took when they're climbing that mountain where they are now..

Saturday, March 17, 2012

"Letting Go""

"Letting go of your past is not to forget, or block memories, or stop to think about, or pretend the feelings are not there. It’s about the ability to think about your past with no feelings of anger, jealousy, hurt or regret.

Letting go is not about wishing things could have been different and dwelling in the past. It isn’t about thinking sad memories that leave you empty and hurt. It isn’t abou...t loss or defeat.

To let go is to cherish the good memories, learning and growing. It’s about being thankful for the experiences that once made you laugh, made you cry, made you who you are today. It’s about having the courage to accept that people change and things change. It’s about having the strength to overcome the pain and move on. It’s about all that you had, all that you have and all that you will gain if you were to let go. Letting go is to release your past and grow and live for your present and your future" - Rita Zahara.

Friday, March 16, 2012

"His Message"

When I open my FB..
I received a message from my best friend before..
and when he said he gotta go..
I open my inbox with messages I received from him before..
As I was reading his message..
I cried so hard as if it would never last..
FLASHBACKS starts and I started blaming myself in my mind and my regrets makes my heart beats so fast ..
I remember the time that I didn't reply to his sweet messages because, I thought it's the best thing to do for him and for me to adjust, but now I  know it's wrong...
The message he sent me that says "I'll be right here w8ing FOR U 4ever"
The concerns he had for me when I was sick.
The feeling he felt for me that I still want to feel..
I ask myself..
Why ? why? why?
What did I do.. ?
why this things went so wrong..
His Christmas messages for me with sweet words make me so weak..
I wish I could brought back the time..
But I know I can't..
I just have to accept what happen and what had happen..
I can't do anything but to accept what's the result..
Things must happen..the way it should be..
and I'm pretty sure GOD has plan more better than we expected..
True Love waits and it never loses Faith..

Do you believe ? ..
For me, I believe.. it will wait even it will take forever..
Since I met someone.. my whole life change, I've been doing good in everything especially at school, I was inspired. But, something happened which took as away from each other...

FUTURE is the one who can tell what's next..

TRUE LOVE

Of all the person I've ever met
u are the one that i will never forget
u used to be my friend
the most special friend
I admit that I really love u

Coz I love u, not because of what u are
but because of what I am
when I'm with you my heart is true
so this is LOVE......

Remember when I said I really Love u
the fact is that I really do
u used to be my friend
the most special friend
I admit that I really love u...........................

Coz I love u, not because of what u are
but beacause of what I am
when I'm with you my heart is true
so this is LOVE...................

**This is a song ...
composed by someone special in my life..
He is My Friend, my Boy BEST friend, My Brother,
My inspiration, & my special someone..
But, I guess? this is the END..
:'((

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

"Every Life has a purpose"

This Life we have is already a blessing..
Why some people say they're not BLESSED?..
As we know.. Life is not really fair..
sometimes we are up, sometimes we are down..
But, all we need to do is "Live the moment"
cause.. every moment has a purpose...
every moment of our everyday is already planned..

For me, I am already honored to have this life.
It's a previlege to have this kind of Life..
Though, it's not perfect but having "LIFE" is perfect..
Many people strive just to live but, they have no choice but to accept the things that are happening to them.. most of the sick people want to "LIVE" . They want a normal LIFE.. but do they have a choice? No, they can't do anything with their health, if there's no cure. but,
YES, they have a choice..
they have a choice to live their life to the fullest..
they can be happy as they can, to experience what normal people do, they cover their sadness with happiness in their face...
It's sad to know that the people who can live normally don't want to live normal..
coz, most of them aren't satisfied nor contented of what they have..

Of course! I felt it too ... sometimes I envy those special children who's with their parents during school days, because I want to be with my parents too..
I want to be with them every single second of everyday..
because I know that we can't avoid things that we don't want to happen, we don't want them to disappear in our sight. But, do I have I choice?
Yes, I have a choice!
I can be with them every after school and I will make sure to spent even just a little time with them.

We don't LIVE in this world with the reason of "NOTHING" ..
We live in this world with the reason of  having a "PURPOSE"..

Purpose is the reason why we're here.. but, most people don't know what's their purpose.. LIKE ME..!
I know..
most of us don't know what's our purpose ..
but we'll know our purpose maybe at the end, or near the end.

People who are sick became a model for most people who are down..
they inspire many people, because of the kimf of life they have, they can make amazing things that rare people cam do, they strive hard to live and despite of their disabilities they still live the moment without any complains..

It's a LESSON for us...
Life teach us a lesson and Life is a journey ..
We're here to walk, run and climb until we reach the finish line.. we don't know if it is a mountain, a long road or a short road with tough ways .. every people have their own pathways..
and so we do..

When we're down..
Just refect and think! compare yourself to those who are in need, make them your inspiration and encourage yourself to continue the life you have...

Other people can't command you on how you would plan to live, neither people can't decide for who you want to be.. it's only you.. ONLY YOU!. 
You're the one who can save yourself, you're the one who can decide.. people like friends and family are jsut there to guide, support and protect you but they can't!..
they can never ever decide for yourself, it's not them.. It's you..
Ask guidance, ask protection , but decide foor yourself.. that's how this life runs for purpose.. :)

Monday, March 12, 2012

"What does love do?"

Love can do anything...
It's not just a feeling to feel, but an action to show..
there are many different ways to show ir.. but sometimes without words we can't affirm.
words MUST come with actions..
not only words and not only actions..

Love inspires us,
Love teaches us,
Love makes life more beautiful...

it depends on a person how they define LOVE in their life..
some may be hard
some may be easy..
but Love comes around and goes around..

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

"A Promise that was broken"

Leaving you isn't my choice...
it's the time that leads us to this,
testing the strength of Love and patience..
My feelings for you never change, but yours did.
The promise I said.. I still mean it but yours didn't,
The memories we had.. for me it still exist because the apin is still here,
But yours I don't know..
You never made me feel that you love me even if we're apart...

I don't know if you have a reason why you gave up..
I don't know if you just gave up because you want to be happy with your life,  or you just don't love me anymore or you just want to leave me...
there are many options inside my head and I have to understand..
even if you read this...
it's okay but if not I'm lucky...

"I WILL STILL" EVEN.....



I can WAIT even if you can't,
I'll still keep my PROMISE, even if you won't,
I will still LOVE you even if your love for me fades away ...

(I PROMISE to WAIT and LOVE you for a lifetime.)

Saturday, March 3, 2012

"SORRY"

If there is someone I am very sorry with...

It is God who I decline sometimes, who I never gave attention when he calls me, even his full attention is in me..

God,
  I am truly sorry for neglecting you, I am sorry if sometimes I didn't give my attention to you. But I just realized.. every time I need you you're always there for me, FOR US, for those who need help. Even if this Life we have is not the way we wanted but I know there's a reason behind this story we have. Everything happens for a reason, and no matter what it is... it is for our GOOD if we chose to journey with you..

AMEN!..

I LOVE YOU GOD ! Thank you for sending your only begotten Son..

"Lenten Season"

The Season of Lent is here..
To those who are Christians and Catholics who believe in one God..
We know that we are the reason why He died on the Cross....

Everytime I see the cross 
I'm reminded that he gave his life for you and me.
We are the reason that he gave his life,
we are the reason why the Lord suffered and died. 
To a world that was lost he gave all he could give, 
To show us the reason to live.
We are the reason but he is the reason we live
thank you my Jesus 


--We Are The Reason--